salam aidiladha semua penduduk bumi.

mau menitik air mata. baru lepas tulis entri kemudian page closed. saya tak sempat save. tahi.

haih malas nak cerita balik.

pagi tadi makcik dari muar sampai dan kami keluar. pasar payang - hentian bas KT - arena sports - giant. menghabiskan duit beli makanan dan sampah sarap sempena nak balik kampung. ini biasa jadi. balik kampung itu satu benda yang mengujakan jadi kami shopping macam nak pindah rumah nenek terus.

mak pegi giant lagi malamnya dengan ayah. orang dewasa pun kadang-kadang teruja kot bila nak raya.

oh tadi kat giant jumpa benda yang menarek pasal teh.

teh memang ada perisa yang mengujakan dan memelikkan.

dan juga mengerikan! saya makan petai tapi tak pernah fikir ada teh perasa petai! *gigit jari*

try ah. manatau sedap plak ke kan. haa.

okay nak tido dah ni.

selamat malam bulan bintang.

SALAM AIDILADHA

lilsunshine

ubah dan tukar.

i might sound ridiculous saying this all of a sudden but i am thinking of switching to Xanga blog. i found that xanga is way cooler than blogspot. i mean they got all the emoticons and coolstuffs so on.

tapi saya sayang sangat blogger ni sebab dah guna dari form 5.

macam mana ni?

i know nobody's reading this blog so why bother switching to xanga or whatnot.

but i feel like changing to a new person. tahun baru, azam baru, semangat baru.

tapi, berat hati oh. haihh

pixtcha!

ingat saya cakap pasal eksperimen haritu? yeah yeah yeahs! berjaya. haha. saya pegi pantai chendering dari rumah jalan kaki. orang kT mesti tau bukannye dekat kan. hampir sejam baru sampai. saya pegi dengan jijah. unforgetable memory. masuk simpan dalam kotak ingatan bersama-sama dengan memories berjalan dari rumah gombak ke giant dan sri gombak. kaki saya memang kuat hahaha. sebenarnya saya memang jenis yang tak kesah jalan kaki. saya mampu round satu bandar kT pun dengan jalan kaki. tak pecaya? try me. tapi saya tak mungkin pegi pantai chendering jalan kaki lagi lah kot. kerja gila kot.

so ini pics untuk 141207 dan 151207. tak letak semua sebab banyak kat dalam laptop. these are the edited ones je.

141207.

dataran syahbandar

151207. pantai chendering.

budak spastik.

seronok. penat jalan terbayar dengan bunyi ombak dan angin pantai. (:

selamat malam.

0504am.

p/s: HAPPY HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY KAMAK. LEBIH MATANG LAGI. SEMOGA KITA TAK SALU KENA MARAH NGAN PAPA LAGI DA (X

lilsunshine

s.e.m.h.o.l.s (X

i am free. for 2 months. yup 2 freaking months. oh well wut can i say. no class. no early wake up. no staying up for assignments. just sleep eat and online. haha oh sungguh seronotnye.

so i have lots of plans for this holiday. i wanna meet my beloved peeps in kL. wanna hang out wif my buddies ere in terenggnau. teera, kamak, lynn, nana and all. it wud be fun. frankly speaking, i actually dun have the delight feeling. i just don't have it. its not like when i was back in gombak. sem 1 semester holiday is the best one ever. i got alotta money and i can go anywhere. i am totally free.

ahh cut the crap out. the same crap ive been crapping about in the prev posts.

i just got back home on monday. soon after the last paper. English Language Test Practice - Advanced (IELTS). i screwed up lagi. haha da ah carrymarks camdoh je. it was just freaking hard. 3 freaking long articles to read and 40 questions to answer in just one freaking hour. otak ku sungguh tak mampu. just imagine 1 article is like 2 pages long. and to complete the mess, the articles are academic-ish. meaning they'r bout science n things like dat. i remember the first article was something bout chemistry. about how plastic was invented. argh suicidal! i hate physics i hate chemistry. i hate science and maths and always will. i hope ielts wont be the reason why i have to extend or repeat. no way no. i dun wanna be a repeater.

i just read a blog. a friend of friend's. i luv reading blogs currently. thru it i can learn about the writer. its like a platform to know somebody. and to learn thru someone's experience. oh i really like her english. i've always admired people especially malays who can speak or write a good english. i know many malays can. but not me. dats why i'm really impressed with 'em. maybe someday i can be like them. oh i have to. cite2 nak jadi lecturer in english or a journalist. tp english ku hancur. i wonder how people can be really good in english. probably english is their mother tounge. they speak english at home or maybe they read a lot of english novels and books. now i'm regretting for not reading english buks when i was young. baru nak start skarang. its not too late then but its quite late. ahh better late than never aite? (:

this weekend i might be going to kL. a person wanna rent the house in gombak. so my parents hafta go there to settle stuffs and all. so glad to hear dat. i can meet the beloved peeps there. yay me. owwieee. tapi tak sure lagi jadi ke tak.

its 5am olredi. 519am to be exact. my tymezone of sleeping is beginning to change. and i'll have less time to spend wif my pham. ye la malam jage pagi tido. it's so true. for today (slase), xjumpe pn alip. pagi die g nursery. petang when he was back i was asleep. and when i woke up n got out from d room he was asleep oredi. oh shanad shanad tak bole jadi nih.

i miss my rumates olredi. i actually don't know how can i face this 2 months without them. seriously. they have been my world this few moths. even kadang2 wikends 2 or 3 of us balik, trase gile kot. and mybe because i dun have the life outside college anymore makes me really close to them. i can only talk and laugh a lot when i am with them.

from right- kakak kecik, aien, lalalilelo, ona partner, tunateera and mas on the front. i love them!

k la. gotta go. pen off everyone. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-

hanging by a moment..

i got 2 mo papers to go n then, HOLS. yippie!! tadi baru lepas speaking punye exam. bisness comm. i screwed up. big time. adoyh. tatau lah kenape aku takleh speak out bile kne ckp english. sume pekataan jadi takde dlm pale otak. soklan tadi xde la susa mane pon. if i have to write all my answers, i sure can do well. tadi blank gilewh. blank! ape aku merapu pon aku tatau.

ahh. lupekan saje.

aku takde cite bez. tp nak cite psl HEP kolej aku. aku benci die. aku rs die tu xberperi kemanusiaan. tp x mengejutkan pon coz ramai yg xske die. dulu aku pnah gak gado ngn die pasal balik wikend. ticket kami kul 1pm. tp die soh gak g usrah sampai kul 2. pape tah. tp aku wat bodo je. tp yg aku baru kene ari senin tu wat aku rase nk terajang je die. sumpah. camni cite die. ona punye tok ndak (dok kat bukit kuantan) sakit. masuk spital HTAA. so isnin tu die nk outing la. aku nk teman ona coz die tatau cane nk g spital tuh. aku tau. pastu kitorg pon pegy la ke bilik HEP tersebot utk memintak sign nk kua. (kolej aku xley outing seske ati pd ari2 wikdays). so here goes..

HEP: nak g mane nih?

ona: sy nk mintak kebenaran nk outing gi spital.

HEP: nak g spital nek la van kolej.

ona: sy nak mlwat tok sdare saye sakit kt htaa.

HEP: ha? takdenga.

ona: saye nak mlawat tok sdare saye.

HEP: (pandang aku plak) ha, kamu nk g mane plak.

aku: saye teman die.

HEP: ah, takyah teman2. pegy sorg sudah.

aku: (trase bengang sket) tp takkan nk bia die g sorg2.

HEP: ape masalahnye pegy sorg2. takdenye antu nk keja awk siang2 mcm nih.

at last, ona g sorg je. kecian je. mase kua dr admin, aku ngn ona yg cengeng nih ape agy, begenang la air mate. bengang siot. eeeeeeeeeeee. die xde prasaan ke. pk ah, anak dare nak bejalan sorg2 tgh2 ari bute. bknnye ade org len outing pon ritu. kalo jadi pape kt ona die nk tanggung ke? bodoh punye orang. plek aku. blajar da punye tinggi tp xreti pk. pape tah. act mule2 tyme kitorg sampai pon, kitorg pkai sandal outing je (boleh kate flipflop la gak). die nmpak je kitorg trus je ckp. 'i will not entertain you without your shoes'. wth? wtf? emergency kot. tpakse la tuka pkai kasot plak. aku xdpt tgk tok ndak ona. n ari slase tu die da meninggal. innalillah. tekilan ah gak. bdk2 len pnah jumpe tok ndak ona tu. aku je blom penah. tekilan tau x. HEP bongok tu bedose!! aku benci die!! pasni kalo aku nk outing ari2 bese jgn arapla aku nk mintak sign die. ko ngn skema2 ko bole pegy mampos. aku malas nk kutuk banyak. agypon aritu aku da kutuk puas2. plek btol aku, ape la masalah die agaknye. kalo korg nk tau, pengetua kitorg sribu kali ganda lagi baik dari die. tp kitorg takley nk mntk sign pengetua lak if die ade. pasni kalo papehal emergency aku nk suh abah or umy kol tros. denga kate die ni kalo parents kol die ckp bapak baik gile. hipokrit syal.

ah. pegila mati die. harap2 aku tak jumpe dah muke die sampai abes sem ni.

dats it for now. nak g makan neh. agaknye yg len pon da abesh turn dorg. turn aku awl gile td. org seken.

pen off. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-

pagi yang gelap

Lebih tua dariku
harap sabar menunggu
kepulanganmu ku tunggu

bukan maksudku mendiam
tiada niat menyimpan dendam
hakikatnya rindu yang mendalam
jalan ini kan membantu
hari esok siapa yang tahu
kata ibu dengar sahaja
cerita hanya kita berdua

chorus:
pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
ku amat merindui kamu
pagi yang gelap
kini sudah terang
aku adikmu
dan engkau abang
inginku ulang ke masa dulu

tak akan putus hubungan kita
tarik nafas lega kerna aku tak apa-apa
jalan ini kan membantu
hari esok siapa yang tahu
kata ibu dengar sahaja
cerita hanya kita berdua

chorus

half relieved...

'yeay!' the only word dat i can say. yeay me. coz i've done wif my interview. late on saturday nite or shall i say early in the sunday morning. this morning. thanx abah. u're the best dad. i'm proud to have u as my abah. love yah.

oh well actually i'm not 100% done yet with the interview. there're still some editing to be done. u know to make it be like 10 minutes. ahh wutever. and the script oso and i just noticed dat i have to write an essay on evaluation of the interview. sumthing like dat la. argh! i'm so not gona do it yet. gonna ask nabil n others later.

i'm off to kuantan diz morning. abah will fetch me on 9a.m. the bus is on 10a.m. gudbye home. i'll be back on sem hols. weheeeee.

maybe some of u guys (anyone whos reading diz blog or following the updates. kalo adela kan) wonder why i write in english at times, n malay at times n sometimes rojak-ing. i'm trying to improve my english. u know i'm taking english communication n my english sucks. it really is. so i guess one way for me to improve is by writing this blog in english. insyaAllah. but im not forgetting my mother tounge for sure. bahasa jiwa bangsa. tehee ;p

frankly, my heart iz swollen at tis very moment. why? let me just keep it deep in my heart. whu knoes i might forget the pain during this busy-hectic period of time.

can't wait to see my beautiful sixwoders: ain,lala,ona,kakak kechik,tuna and mas. oh i'll meet tun first coz she'll be going back with me. the same bus.

end of crapping session.

wish me luck for my final exam. the remaining freaking assignments as well. i've got 2 more: IGS final essay and the roleplay. roleplay? argh! suicidal. i hope i can do well.

good luck for final exam everyone! bbasya! gambatae ne! (:


-aieSHANADea-

just an update

just finished attending guests. sedara from dungun. anak mak nih janah. besenye jumpe tyme2 raye kat kampung je. kebetulan jumpa kat giant k.t td then they went straight to our houze. oh td pegy giant k.t for the first tyme ever. besh sket dari giant gombak i can say. 2 tingkat tp xla besa mane. bese je la. masuk dlm hypermarket die trase macam betol2 kt giant batu caves. huhu windu.

nothing much actually. i dun wanna start crapping so i'll post sum pics aite. taken just after the guests balik. hee. so ere goes...

yard

flower. i dunnow wats the name

home shweet home

tak banyak pon snanye. oh sambil godek2 phone abah td jumpe pic agy. pic tyme the guys pegy pantai. xsure batu burok or chendering. tp asenye batu burok kot.

abah men layang2. wehuuu. :p

so dats all. i still didnt do any bit of the freaking assignments. lazy me. i shud really kick my ass diz nite. i mean it. or else i'll die diz monday. seriously. and i have diz 1 azam. i'm not going to on9 starting diz monday until i finish my finals. dare me? haha of coz not. maybe diz monday until i finish the final IGS assignment. the report. i dare myself. aite then. pen of. adieu~

p/s: oh wish me luck for my finals

-aieSHANADea-

a long update

hellowellow. aku kat umah ganu nih. baru je balik petang tadi. dats why dengan gumbira atinye bole update blog nih. nk tau my rumies sumer tuon kL dis wikend. dorg sume tdo shalam umah lala n mas. aku da terbeli ticket balik ganu before dorang plan sume tu. tisktisk. tekilan sungos. tp xpela. dpt jumpe pham pn kire oke gak la kan. klaka gak citenye. asalnye teera tdo umah mas. ain, fiza n ona tdo umah lala. dorg ajak kamak skali. kamak segan kalo die sorg je boy. then ajak nuar. ingtkn nuar xmo join skali die nk. lbey klaka lagi si abu mansor besfren nuar tu pon nk jion skali. end up 3boys tros tdo umah mas. mak mas tak terkate ape la. hehe. tp agak sdey la cz xdpt join. sok msti dorg jenjalan. td pon cite kt umi umi kate besnye apsal awk xfolow dorg. ishish.

ouh skang ni da 2 wiks bulan ramadhan. hope its not too late nk wish u guys (whoever reading tis blog) SALAM RAMADHAN. so far okela. tp bese la makan kt kolej bese2 je. duit pn xbape nk ade bulan ni.(banyak berhabis print esaimen). salunye aku ngn bebudak bilik beli ketul ais wat air teh sindri je. laggi sedap. walopon tawar cket ah kn. hehe.

ha, mcm2 act jadi bln 9 ni. well i think let me tell all the story wif the pics as well aite. nk tulih malas. hihi. so here goes..

110907. time final team buliding competition. surprisingly group aku yg bernama 'birthday cake' neh berjaya masok final. memang tekejot tp kami xmenang la. but papepon worth it gak la coz kitorg menang saguhati rm100. weeee X) mencapap giler kitrog dengan badot 4 ekor n pakai sekkert bagai.

wif kak nonie

my mummy

lil aishah yg da besar dari aku skang.ishish

010907. majlis perkahwinan anak sepupu aku. kak sue. mcm tak caye rakan spermainan kat kampung tyme kici2 dlu da kawen. ishish.

latest 280907 after IGS lecture. hari hitam sedunia decom 3 jul-dis07

well i think dats all for now. pasni susa balik kot nk update. i got tonnnes of assignments waiting. gotta kick my lazy ass + otak lembab to move soon. ack! tapi memang tak mungkin aku akan membuatnye wikend nih. aku nak lepak! and owh giant kuala terengganu baru bukak. esok nk pegy. wehee. X).

pen off guys. daa~

-aieSHANADea-

people come and go. but what if they come back?

heyhey. its been a while since my last post. been rlly busy. i mean damn busy. september memang bulan busy kot. esaimen datang bertimpa2. da lame xrase tido awal. at least pukul 1am ke. skang ni plg awal pon kul 3. kadang pas subuh baru tido skang. penat tol.

xde pe sgt pon nk tulis act coz nk cpat ni. juz nk update blog ni je. erm, memang susa nk terima orang yang kite sayang pegy dr life kite tp bg aku lagi susa nk trima bile suddenly dat person datang blk dlm idop kite. memang la bnde tu la yg kite harap2kan tp aku xley lupe sikit pon mcm mane prasaan ilang dat person, ilang tempat aku dlm ati die n rase mcm kne buang. susa sangat nk lupe. mcm mane eh? ermm. pape je la.

aku de byk pic nk bubuh ni act tp tggu next post la k. aku nk kne nek blek da wat esaimen IGS. sok da nk kne anta. 1000 words. aku xstat pape pon. cm bise la the last minute person-syanad. hee. ogeyh. daaaa~~

-aieSHANADea-

people come and go in this life

fuh. da nak abes cuti da. rase mcm smggu ni wasted mcm tu je. nak kate wat esaimen, xstart2 pon agy. nak kate mrayap. dok umah je. ksimpulan yg bole dibuat, aku on9 24/7. pastu tido. wasted gile tp aku rase berbaloi sebab kat kolej mane ley wat cmni. haha

esok balik kampung abah coz my anak sepupu kawen. kak sue. she's juz 21. awal gile kawen. ahh pape je la. td g mydin mall with my pham coz aku nk wat spect. abah ckp diz gona be the last one nnti nak wat agy tyme kakak nk masok U plak. baiklah. mmg aku ni tiap2 taon wat spect baru pon. tatau la nape. nk kate rosak xjugak sbb jarang pakai. tp salu mcm2 je yg jadik kt spect. jatoh lubang tandas la ilang laa. ni pon da dekat staon aku pakai lens coz mls nk abes duit wat spect. tp kne gak wat spec coz aku pkai lens dr pagi smpai mlm. xelok gk utk mate.

aku da bole time kenyataan kot. aritu aku xdpt bygkan cmne aku nk idop after all dat happened. tp aku rase insyaAllah aku ley hadapi ni sume. mungkin ni sume da ditakdirkan kot. kadang2 mcm xcaye je. bile ingat sume kenangan bole wat air mata menitik gak la tp aku kna tunjuk aku kuat even if hakikatnye tak. aku kne buktikan. ppl come n go in our lives. aku xpena halang sesape datang dlm life aku n duduk kat hati aku. and when they're gone, aku tak pernah halang dorang pegy. even kadang2 menyakitkan tp aku tau sume orang kt skeliling aku n pape yg aku sayang pn akan pergi gak one day. bezanye idop n mati je. bak kate akak. aku pon akan pergi gak one day. so aku rasa xperlu la nak sedey kn. aku tau aku still ade kenangan untuk lepaskan rindu...

ouh congrats to mpcim coz menang karnival sukan antara kolej2 mara (kasukma) or bak kata sir, kasukmakkau. kpmim kalahkan 3 other kpm, kpm mlaka, branang n seri iskandar n 4 kolej mara, banting, kuala nerang, seremban n kulim. aku pon tumpang bangga tho xinvolve pape pon. tp at least aku ade tolong pasang bendera coz balik lambat aritu. agaga. hope mpcim akan trus jadi terbaik di kalangan terbilang. baru ingat nk buh vdeo tyme mpcim diumumkan juara coz sir humam letak dlm youtube tp sir da remove plak. aiyo xpe la.

so, cm bese la photo uploading session even xbyk pic pon kn. tehee

bus kpm mlake. old skul gile tp aku ske.

jgn pandang rendah eh. ni pon bus kpm mlake. haa~

from left: ayahanda, encik ismanor n xsure sape.

ni ah adik aku yg paling gedik dalam dunia.

dats it. enough for now. aku rase tokleh tdo kot mlm ni. mntak2 la ade smangat nk wat esaimen. haha. pen off. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-

holiday mood (though blom cuti agy)

today iz saturday. saturday iz holiday. but i have class. durhh. bosan. nasibla smpai kol 10 je. ni aku da abes klas da ni. bdk2 bilik ngah klas plak. aku ngah tunggu dorang nk makan sesame kat cafe.

another 5 freaking days pegy klas yang membusankan then off to home shweet home. tp rasenye 5 hari ni pon cm da hols je. nape? madam zariati xde for da whole week. as well as madam sham. madam jamie nyer klas pon xde rabu ni. rabu ni kirenye aku xde klas langsung la. ari len pon cm ade 1 0r 2 classes je kot per day. besh2 ley tdo banyak2. haa~

i woke up tis morning n suddenly i felt like missing something. aku rindu life bersama family dekat umah gombak. bestnyer bile ingat balik. bkn la nak kate life kat ganu nih x best. tp da xsame mcm dulu da. hurmm.. tringat kat kawan2 sungai pusu sume. mayn i really miss dat place. jalan2 yang aku lalu nk pegy tunggu bus.. jln yang aku gune bile nk pegy giant batu caves jalan kaki. haihh.. rase mcm baru je. ahh forget it.

oh, smalam time nak withdraw money kat terminal nampak magazine 'bolasepak'. coverpage die kaka. teruja gile nk beli. tapi aku xde dwet tyme tu. kat terminal lak xley draw. sengal ubi tol. ingatkan kat kedai len cm 7Eleven ade. tp xde. sdey tol. xpe ah, arini pesan la kat sesape yang outing if dorang tejumpe.

smalam umi call. best dapat borak. xsaba nak balik umah. tibe2.

okla. da xde pe kot nk ckp. pen off. adieu~


my buddies whom i really2 missed:~

• jijah - UiTM shah alam
• dildil - UiTM shah alam
• nazra - UIAM gombak
• fafa - intec shalam
• nina - intec shalam
• asyee - UM
• fatma - ukm bangi
• sara - UiTM kedah
• e-in - ain shams university, mesir
• wanie - utm skudai
• zarl - uitm shalam
• far - usim
• iEe - matrix uia
• ash - utem
• atai - utm skudai
• zaty - utm jln semarak
• amal - matrix uia
• efa - polytech bangi
• hana - uiam gombak
• asya - uitm shalam
• omar - ump
• meme - uitm shalam
• zairy - maktab perguruan
• hadi - umt
• miza - kpmim (same ngan aku)
• diba - kptm bangi (persediaan)
• una - ipba
• zulq - uitm arau
• meor - uitm shalam
• ihsan - matrix (xingat mane)
• syazana - uitm
• dina - uitm shalam
• segar - aritu matrix gopeng, skang xdpt dikesan
• hafizudin - poly kulim
• arep - unikl miat
• bdot - matrix uia
• apek - uitm
• ijat - uitm mlaka

ni la antare kawan2 aku kat sungai pusu. ramai agy snanye. sumer da berjaya skang. papepon aku doakan kejayaan sentiasa jadi milik dorang. rindu gile kat kenangan dulu2.

the pieces don't fit anymore +_+

i've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small

i've been drawing the line and watching it fall

you've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart

watching us fading and watching us fall apart

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

oh, don't misunderstand how i feel

coz i've tried, yes i've tried

still i don't know why

no i don't know why

why i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

you pulled me under so i had to give in

such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin

well i'll hide all the bruises; i'll hide all the damage that's done

but i show how i'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to youand if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

a day at home..

halowee. 1st thing 1st. im not going to write any sad stuffs in dis post. even aku actually ade citer yang sgt menyedihkan hati pon im not goin to write any single bit of it in this post - promise. so here goes..


aku kat umah ni. smlm last minute decide nk balik. tu pon sbb kamak n tun tetibe decide nk balik. another reason why aku tetibe decide nk lik iz tetibe abah called. ckp balik je. ummi pon ckp blk je la. tp ticket x beli pon. kua pon after usrah n smayang jumaat (walopon xpegy usrah, hee). then smpai kt teminal tun decide nk lik kL pullak. aku n kamak pon berlari2 la dr 1 kaunter ke 1 kaunter mencari ticket ke kuala terengganu. tp.. sume abes. adoi sedey. tetibe ade 1 kaunter jual ticket ganu. die kate bus tambahan. nini ekspres. si kekamak ni nk sgt balik n aku pon yakinkan je la die beli je la ticket. nini ekspres ni kalo korang nk tau antara bas ekspress yg 'termewah' dalam dunia lar. knape? sebab die beshh. bus jenama mercedez benz laggi tu.. haaa~ xde ah. koop bukit kuantan punye bus lagi bes tau x. da ah panas. kecik. sempit. begegar2. sgale yg xbes la ade. tp xpe la. bertahan je la asalkan smpai.. nk smpai pon agak mengambil masa gak la. supposely 4 jam je jadi 5 jam. nk tido pon xbesh coz panas. aku tuon after jambatan kt kuala ibai coz da dekat ngan umah.


arini ummi kate nk g bandar. die nk blaja cane nk g hentian bus tuh. then kitorang pegy pasar kedai payang. shopping2. besh sangat. da lame xrase besh cmni. ape2 kt pasar tu aku kate bes ummi ckp amek la. aku beli kain untuk wat baju kurung. hee. kain kosong. ummi kate x lawa tp aku sangat suka kain tu. rase mcm da berjaya memiliki salah satu kain yg unik dlm dunia. wahh. hehe xde la. bese2 je snanye. yang penting aku ske. pastu beli brooch. urof S. umi beli untuk mizah 1 coz bday die. aku bli tudung gak. aku belikan spongebob untuk ema n patrick untuk alif. murah je. then umi ajak makan nasik ayam.

on the way balik pegy astaka plak. ummi kate nk beli baju untuk ayip. tp umi xde cash. kitorg ngn pidonnye yakin yang dlm astaka ade atm machine. tp xde. so balik la dulu. pas umi draw duit sume kami lik umah jap. pastu aku kua 2 orang je ngn umi. sonok. tp xbanyak mase. smpat g astaka je. shopping baju. aku xbeli pape pon.

skang ni da kul 8pm. sok pagi2 da nk balik da. pas subuh ummi kene antar aku kt hentian bus tu coz ahad orang ganu keje. ticket bus kul 8 or 830 cmtu la. kene la duduk diam2 kt hentian tu b4 kekamak dtg. umah die da ah sekangkang kera je ngn hentian tu. mmg tidak la die nk datang awal. xpuas rasenye duk umah. sok smpai kolej msti pnat gile. aku ngah ngantuk sgt ni tp aku xnk bazir setiap saat yang aku ade ngn family aku.

helmi da pandai men guitar. td die men lagu peterpan mimpi yang sempurna. oh banggenye adik aku da reti men gitar. hakhak. td suh die men banyak2 kali smpai die bengang. abah xde kt umah, outstation kt kL smpai rabu. MIDA punyer annual meeting kot coz die kate sume staff dari yg kt msia smpai oversea tuon kL. mard tatau pecite. bz study kot.

korang penah x rase terluka sangat smpai kesakitan tu da xley nak rase? i mean, banyak2 kali terluka psl bnda yang same n korang rase da lali? ade orang ckp pain doesn't hurt when its all u've ever felt. btol ke eh? ati aku salu je terluka sbb bnda same. tp stiap kali tu aku rase sakit je. tak lali pon. hurm.. tahlaa..


sok nk g bli present miza b4 lik kolej. ahh beshnye dpt tdo lame2.. k la pen off. daa~

spongebob n patrick. xsangka aku akn blikan bndalah ni utk org gak. nak memiliki rasenye xmungkin kot coz xminat.

-aieSHANADea-

pictures

halowee. kt cfe nih. tatau nak ckp pe act. just thinkin of posting some pics jer. hopefully x slow la this time. pasni nk outing. i got no money oredy. zero RM! haa~

okay continue wif the pics kat TC arituh..

spot something different. hee

the making of..

celebrate bday si gemok skali

oh shweetnyerlaaa...haha

da na balik da

makan time

apo tah gemok n goldy tuh..

tunggu bus nak balik. aku demam tyme ni. sbb tu muke cm budak baik je. haha

adoi. da byk aku upload tp terdelete. xpe2 nnti update. adoi sengal. pasni ade usrah tp aku nk ponteng so kne g nyorok dlm blek. pen off. daa~

p/s: updated on 090807

just another post

heyhey. have been a week since mylast post. Bz gile lorh. Bz in wut sense pon aku tatau act. Nak kate esaimen blambak xla cgt snanye. Mungkin xde mase nk g café kot nak on9. aktiviti harian after klas – makan ngn lynnn nabel, balik blek, tdo, mandi, basuh baju. Byk dlm blek je kot. Mls nk g memane da. Skang ni bersukan ptg2 pon da jarang da. Skali je kot aritu. Bosan tol. n if nak tau before aku mengepost post nih aku telah menulisnye dulu dlm lek before tuon on9. cz kalu kt cafe 2 jam aku amek mase utk type mende nih. post pic agy. haa~

Sunday (220707) kitorg de reunion 1C kt telok chempedak. Kami mndi laut. Beshh sgt. Tp sleks la aku demam tyme tu. So men dlm air tu sesuatu yg sgt menyejukkan. Pas balik panas gile badan. Tp pas mkn actifast tros kebah. Terror kn. Haa. Pastu mule la rase nyesal n xpuas. Nnti next tyme nk g agy. Kt bawah ni aku boh pic2 tyme kat sane

Last wik plak 270707-290707 aku lik kL. Tdo kat uitm. Kt bilik izah. Sabtu tu kua g mid ngn eza n dil. Enjoy giler. Even xdpt jmpe ngn yg len2 pon tp kire oke la. Da lame gile xjmpe jijah. Kire puas ati gk la dpt spend tyme. Kitorg men bowl. Amek pic byk2. n jmpe kwn2 jijah. Aku jmpe ngn fiza, nua, capik n dayah sepet gk. Dorg pn g mid. Jijah truja gile dpt jumpa nua. Tapape.

Lagi 2 wiks if dpt lik aku nk lik jmpe kakak. Tp ritu umi de tnye bile nk blk ganu. If akak lik aku tuon kL kot. aku lik umah tyme sem break nanti ah kot.

yeah picture post session. aku tatau nk tulis pe da

shit. lame giler nk upload even 1 pic pon. cis2.

before mandi

sejokkk...nak haba..

mayat yang lucah!

cam syal je. tak dapat upload banyak2. nanti la eh. banyak agy nih.