kyaaa~~ ada banyak sangat benda yg aku risau tapi banyak benda lain nk kena fikir. harap suma benda akan jadi ok. *praying* kadangkadang rasa nak cakap banyak benda kat dalam ni tapi taknak mengeluh lagi dah. i whined a lot macam orang tak bersyukur dpt hidup.
cant wait for rendezvous next weekend. hope that i can do well. i need to do well.
*jumaat ommoni & abeoji & dongsaengs will be in gombak. teruja. tiaptiap minggu pun harap weekend cepat datang. sebab habis minggu habis kerja tapi kerja tak berkurang makin bertambah. O_o
We gotta do well Let’s do well. You guys let’s get over this difficulties^^ (suju's eunhyuk) *taken here
woah cant believe its february already. bulan depan final exam dah woi. on hiatus for a while. puasa youtube. no free weekends. rasa macam sedang berlari dikejar raksasa besar. haish.
ps: hangeng oppa happy becoming birthday (0902). pps : dan juga siwon oppa (1002) & kyuhyun-shi (0302). sengil chukae.
30.1.10
si kenik likes him so much. selain heechul. he was even a fan before me. dia tau suju dulu dari aku. hari2 dia akan tengok mv rokkugo or any suju punye vid clips yang mana dia rasa eunhyuk kelakar atau cool. lepasni kalau tengok eunhyuk mesti teringat kenik. so this gonna be my wallpaper until i come back home.
had fun melayan si kenik (alip). slalu lupa dia dah nak masuk 7 tahun. still mandikan dia pagi2, & suap dia breakfast. skali haritu dia tanya soalan:
"kakak, kokurikulum tu ape?"
"hari natal tu maksudnya krismas eh?"
"komet tu ape ye kak?
sape leh gitau macam mana nak jawab soklan kokurikulum tu kat budak umur 6 tahun?
ahh takmau dia besar.
minggu ni banyak main dengan dia sebab kat umah ada umiabah & dia je. so kawan main aku minggu ni kenik je la.
mesti dah balik nanti rindu. tadi pun cakap esok nak balik dia cam sedih je. tsktsk.
tapi tapi ketidaksiapan esaimen adalah sangat mengganggu. dah la silap pinjam buku kat lib. esaimen poli aku kena buat parliamentary system. suma buku yg aku pinjam adalah presidential system. aigoo~
ada lagi 30 jam ++ kat rumah. downloaod & makan banyak2.
oh oh sekarang sedang menonton ini:
KBSjoy hello baby with SHINee.
walaupun umur mereka sangat lah kurang sesuai untuk menjadi 'appa'. lahir tahun 89 & 90-an. macam bayangkan helmi jadi bapak lak haha. tapi sebab kelakar + chomelll layan la gak.
next episode belum ada subs. xdpt nk donlod suma. tu pun dah tengok tadi walaupun takda subs. kalau hari hari prektis buleh la faham hangul tanpa memerlukan translations. hihi.
aku minat gak SHINee ni tapi camtu-camtu je la sebab sume lagi muda. (aish terasa diri sangat tua lah plak -_-')
oh, not going to bring my pinky stick (usb modem). siyes punya. jadi harapnya boleh fokus dengan semua komitmen & tanggungjawab. yosh!
toodles all. jiayou! (:
ps: sorry sebab lately posts dilimpahi/dibayangi super junior & kpop & hangul. it's one of my way to wash away & get rid of sadness. dun need u to understand coz siapa yg faham je akan faham (:
dah lama tak check news on hangeng. pasal lawsuit suma tu. dah taknak amek tau. tapi tadi lepak kat youtube & stumbled upon this video. super show II in beijing 3 hari lepas. heechul was crying when they performed 'shining star'. erghhh my heart aches. sebab tau heechul antara member yg paling rapat dengan hangeng. & heechul adalah antara member yang paling susah utk menangis.
i'm a new fan. & hangeng was the one who made me love suju. i stalked him & read about him & watched videos of him a lot on the net. i also watched loads of videos of suju. and i know how much he loves suju. he'll be the last one on the list to leave suju. he went thru loads of hardships before this dan sangat tak logik for him to leave just like that. sebab tu aku rasa cam aneh je suma ni. masa kibum & kangin m.i.a, boleh nampak teukie cakap pasal diorang tapi kali ni cam senyap je. & hangeng himself pun m.i.a. lawyer dia je yang update & cakap suma pasal dia. sangat lah macam bukan hangeng. & all the members seem to have nothing to say. even heechul pun tak cakap pape sedangkan masa kibum & kangin takde dia salu bg encouraging words kat cyworld dia (aku baca somewhere). tapi since aku sangat baru je mengenali dunia kpop ni aku tak tau nak komen apa sangat. sama ada ni suma konspirasi ke tipu tipu ke propaganda sm entertainment ke agenda brader lee soo man ke. maleh nak fikir.
ok terlebih serius lah pulak kan. tapi tu lah, things will always change aite. semua yang mula mesti ada akhirnya. tak kesah la macam mana kita taknak pun. if one day hangeng really leaves suju, i hope that his love towards suju will stay strong and their friendship always remains the same.
this is my third time being so much into a band. dulu pernah westlife and ruffedge. dah tau macam mana perasaan sedih frust suma tu so precaution is needed. taknak beria sangat bak kata iEe. ni pun cam dah agak beria je kan. haha. but they always made my day. how can i not love them?
hwating suju, hwaiting. walaupun tinggal 5 je kalian tetap 13 dalam hati kami ^^
always hoping.. that you'll be smiling at that place even when you're suffering because of misunderstandings and reasonless hate look at a further place.. it's the start now. when you want to cry, lean on me even though i'm lacking.. i'll protect you
love flies to the deepest part of the heart from the start and makes me warm the never-changing trembling... you are..
shining star! like a little diamond, makes me love looking at me with the sweet smile that's like a dream to me, wishper to me WE'LL ALWAYS BE TOGETHER..TILL THE END OF TIME
