s.e.m.h.o.l.s (X

i am free. for 2 months. yup 2 freaking months. oh well wut can i say. no class. no early wake up. no staying up for assignments. just sleep eat and online. haha oh sungguh seronotnye.

so i have lots of plans for this holiday. i wanna meet my beloved peeps in kL. wanna hang out wif my buddies ere in terenggnau. teera, kamak, lynn, nana and all. it wud be fun. frankly speaking, i actually dun have the delight feeling. i just don't have it. its not like when i was back in gombak. sem 1 semester holiday is the best one ever. i got alotta money and i can go anywhere. i am totally free.

ahh cut the crap out. the same crap ive been crapping about in the prev posts.

i just got back home on monday. soon after the last paper. English Language Test Practice - Advanced (IELTS). i screwed up lagi. haha da ah carrymarks camdoh je. it was just freaking hard. 3 freaking long articles to read and 40 questions to answer in just one freaking hour. otak ku sungguh tak mampu. just imagine 1 article is like 2 pages long. and to complete the mess, the articles are academic-ish. meaning they'r bout science n things like dat. i remember the first article was something bout chemistry. about how plastic was invented. argh suicidal! i hate physics i hate chemistry. i hate science and maths and always will. i hope ielts wont be the reason why i have to extend or repeat. no way no. i dun wanna be a repeater.

i just read a blog. a friend of friend's. i luv reading blogs currently. thru it i can learn about the writer. its like a platform to know somebody. and to learn thru someone's experience. oh i really like her english. i've always admired people especially malays who can speak or write a good english. i know many malays can. but not me. dats why i'm really impressed with 'em. maybe someday i can be like them. oh i have to. cite2 nak jadi lecturer in english or a journalist. tp english ku hancur. i wonder how people can be really good in english. probably english is their mother tounge. they speak english at home or maybe they read a lot of english novels and books. now i'm regretting for not reading english buks when i was young. baru nak start skarang. its not too late then but its quite late. ahh better late than never aite? (:

this weekend i might be going to kL. a person wanna rent the house in gombak. so my parents hafta go there to settle stuffs and all. so glad to hear dat. i can meet the beloved peeps there. yay me. owwieee. tapi tak sure lagi jadi ke tak.

its 5am olredi. 519am to be exact. my tymezone of sleeping is beginning to change. and i'll have less time to spend wif my pham. ye la malam jage pagi tido. it's so true. for today (slase), xjumpe pn alip. pagi die g nursery. petang when he was back i was asleep. and when i woke up n got out from d room he was asleep oredi. oh shanad shanad tak bole jadi nih.

i miss my rumates olredi. i actually don't know how can i face this 2 months without them. seriously. they have been my world this few moths. even kadang2 wikends 2 or 3 of us balik, trase gile kot. and mybe because i dun have the life outside college anymore makes me really close to them. i can only talk and laugh a lot when i am with them.

from right- kakak kecik, aien, lalalilelo, ona partner, tunateera and mas on the front. i love them!

k la. gotta go. pen off everyone. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-

hanging by a moment..

i got 2 mo papers to go n then, HOLS. yippie!! tadi baru lepas speaking punye exam. bisness comm. i screwed up. big time. adoyh. tatau lah kenape aku takleh speak out bile kne ckp english. sume pekataan jadi takde dlm pale otak. soklan tadi xde la susa mane pon. if i have to write all my answers, i sure can do well. tadi blank gilewh. blank! ape aku merapu pon aku tatau.

ahh. lupekan saje.

aku takde cite bez. tp nak cite psl HEP kolej aku. aku benci die. aku rs die tu xberperi kemanusiaan. tp x mengejutkan pon coz ramai yg xske die. dulu aku pnah gak gado ngn die pasal balik wikend. ticket kami kul 1pm. tp die soh gak g usrah sampai kul 2. pape tah. tp aku wat bodo je. tp yg aku baru kene ari senin tu wat aku rase nk terajang je die. sumpah. camni cite die. ona punye tok ndak (dok kat bukit kuantan) sakit. masuk spital HTAA. so isnin tu die nk outing la. aku nk teman ona coz die tatau cane nk g spital tuh. aku tau. pastu kitorg pon pegy la ke bilik HEP tersebot utk memintak sign nk kua. (kolej aku xley outing seske ati pd ari2 wikdays). so here goes..

HEP: nak g mane nih?

ona: sy nk mintak kebenaran nk outing gi spital.

HEP: nak g spital nek la van kolej.

ona: sy nak mlwat tok sdare saye sakit kt htaa.

HEP: ha? takdenga.

ona: saye nak mlawat tok sdare saye.

HEP: (pandang aku plak) ha, kamu nk g mane plak.

aku: saye teman die.

HEP: ah, takyah teman2. pegy sorg sudah.

aku: (trase bengang sket) tp takkan nk bia die g sorg2.

HEP: ape masalahnye pegy sorg2. takdenye antu nk keja awk siang2 mcm nih.

at last, ona g sorg je. kecian je. mase kua dr admin, aku ngn ona yg cengeng nih ape agy, begenang la air mate. bengang siot. eeeeeeeeeeee. die xde prasaan ke. pk ah, anak dare nak bejalan sorg2 tgh2 ari bute. bknnye ade org len outing pon ritu. kalo jadi pape kt ona die nk tanggung ke? bodoh punye orang. plek aku. blajar da punye tinggi tp xreti pk. pape tah. act mule2 tyme kitorg sampai pon, kitorg pkai sandal outing je (boleh kate flipflop la gak). die nmpak je kitorg trus je ckp. 'i will not entertain you without your shoes'. wth? wtf? emergency kot. tpakse la tuka pkai kasot plak. aku xdpt tgk tok ndak ona. n ari slase tu die da meninggal. innalillah. tekilan ah gak. bdk2 len pnah jumpe tok ndak ona tu. aku je blom penah. tekilan tau x. HEP bongok tu bedose!! aku benci die!! pasni kalo aku nk outing ari2 bese jgn arapla aku nk mintak sign die. ko ngn skema2 ko bole pegy mampos. aku malas nk kutuk banyak. agypon aritu aku da kutuk puas2. plek btol aku, ape la masalah die agaknye. kalo korg nk tau, pengetua kitorg sribu kali ganda lagi baik dari die. tp kitorg takley nk mntk sign pengetua lak if die ade. pasni kalo papehal emergency aku nk suh abah or umy kol tros. denga kate die ni kalo parents kol die ckp bapak baik gile. hipokrit syal.

ah. pegila mati die. harap2 aku tak jumpe dah muke die sampai abes sem ni.

dats it for now. nak g makan neh. agaknye yg len pon da abesh turn dorg. turn aku awl gile td. org seken.

pen off. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-