orangecaramel ;

1 down. eh, dua campur leadership.

paper mengambil hari pertama dan terakhir exam lalu meninggalkan gap berhari hari. hampagas. saje nak suruh aku main dan tidur tiap kali habis satu paper.

rindu family sangat sangat tapi perasaan nak balik tu pudar sikit mengenangkan helmi tak balik. kesian dia. rela diri sendiri tak dapat balik dari adik adik tak dapat balik.

ok bunyi kakak mithali sangat la kat situ kan. haha.

exam adalah entah. tiap sem pun cakap camni: i need to do well, i have to do well. so sem ni malas nak cakap pape. yang aku tau sem depan kena major. i actually stopped thinking & pursuing what i want eversince menjejakkan kaki kat sini. i just live life. if i manage to do well, then its good. if not, too bad.

things that can make me happy?

bila awak suma happy (:

so, be happy everyone.

goodnight~

tigtagtoe ;

di tag oleh cik ermakyu~ lama siak tak main tag2 kat blog.

Three names I go by:
1. syanad
2. nanad
3. nadia

Three Jobs I have had in my life:
1. lady heart. alaa mcm citer pangako sayo tuh. haha pangg lempang sikit.
2. seorang anak, kakak, student dan kawan.
3. jujur ah, tak penah kerja pun seumo hidup except prektikal.


Three Places I have lived:
1. gombak
2. kuantan
3. terengganu

Three Favorite drinks:
1. teh ais cafe mahallah maryam
2. teh ais
3. teh ais je lah leh fikir sekarang. soreyh. haha


Three TV Shows that I watch:
1. kbs
2. sbs
3. mbc. dia tanya tv channel ke punnn. *lempang lagi* sorry idea tandus.


Three places I have been: *most recent*
1. jusco w.maju
2. cafe maryam
3. bilik ee


Three places I am looking forward to go:
1. kuching sebab nak jumpa chenta hati.
2. rooftop mane2 bangunan dan baring melihat bintang di waktu malam.. wahh konon.
3. dae han min guk

People that I sms/sms me regularly:
1. bunda
2. kanda
3. ONEW. haha tipu!


Three of my favorite foods:
1. corn in a cup + susu.
2. nasi ayam ummi buat.
3. nasi goreng usa kt restoran dekat ngan kubur kat jalan bentong. *sah tengah lapar*


Three friends I think will respond:
1. sebenanya ada lagi ke orang baca blog ni?
2.
3.


Three things I am looking forward to:
1. exam habis
2. balik kuching
3. jadi kaya


Three things that are always by your side:
1. lappie
2. selimut hebat
3. fon


Three things I always look forward to during weekends:
1. jadi nocturnal *macam hari biase bukan nocturnal je*
2. tidoo
3. layan segala macam benda dalam hard disk. berkaitan dengan no. 1


Three things I always do every morning:
1. tekan 'snooze' kat fon
2. peluk selimut hebat erat2 sebab sedih nak berpisah
3. tidur balik mungkin

notakaki: (erma awak buat nota kaki, kite copy je suma. haha =p) banyak yang tipu juga sebab malas berfikir + dah tak ingat + takde rasa nak pape sangat. menunjukkan betapa tak happening nya life kan. haha.

happy happy birthday yoogeun!
^^

got-ji-mal ;

i think i should erase the word "word" in my dictionary too.
its useless.
we don't keep our words anyway.

i should add more on the word "lie"

lie²

n.
1. A false statement deliberately presented as being true; a falsehood.
2. Something meant to deceive or give a wrong impression.

v. lied, ly·ing (lng), lies

v.intr.
1. To present false information with the intention of deceiving.
2. To convey a false image or impression: Appearances often lie.

v.tr.
To cause to be in a specific condition or affect in a specific way by telling falsehoods: You have lied yourself into trouble.

Idiom:
lie through one's teeth
To lie outrageously or brazenly.

Songs
1. BigBang - Lies
2. Eminen ft. Rihanna - Love the Way You Lie
3. Evanascence - Lies
4. FT Island - Lie
5. McFly - Lies
6. T-ara - Lies
7. Yuna - Lie to Me With Style
8. Simple Plan - Your Love is a Lie


because we lie everyday

random 101019 ;

salam,

annyong! ^^ lama dah tak berandom mandom kat blog. since ada sedikit masa *banyak la ko dah 256am kott. esok klas kul 9am* nak merepek sikit.

exam is near. booo. but scratch that. cakap pasal exam sangat lah menjatuhkan mood.

korang rasa tak kalau korang mimpi pasal someone, pastu nanti bila nampak orang tu or teringat or nampak nama kat fb etc, rasa cam.. "eh, rase macam baru je jumpe die"..?

tak?

hehe tapi aku salu rasa camtu. sebab tu la suka bila mimpi pasal family, kawan2 yang dah lama tak jumpa. rasa macam dapat lepas rindu.

tadi mimpi jumpa abah umi alip suma. mimpi balik sarawak. tapi yelah mimpi pelik sikit. why the hell aku stay kat hotel despite ada rumah mak apak kat sana dan muka alip macam yoogeun? tapi still, mimpi jumpa family kan. best jugak. haha.

tapi benda tak best pasal mimpi adalah kita takkan ingat mimpi for a long period of time. nanti mesti lupa.

still mimpi is not the real thing. the real thing is i miss my family so much.

random nomor dua, aku adalah bukan seorang yang arif pasal fashion tapiiiii sneakers really can turn me on. especially high cut sneakers. aku pun tak tau kenapa. and no, bukan sebab aku suka SHINee ye. tu satu nilai tambah la. but i think it started since aku menge-fan Ruffedge satu ketika dahulu. haha.

tapi dont u think high cut sneakers are cool? cool kan kan?

haritu jumpa kat cotton on. corak bunga bunga kecik. comel tapi takde duit jadi tengok je la.

*airliurmeleleh*

weee ef-exxe *gaya sebutan korean*
its F(x)

cr: cottonon.com

random nomor tiga. cuba tulis Taemin in hangul kat google translate dan trasnlate to english. apa korang akan dapat?

hehe till then,

selamat malam dunia~

ps : i dont put the word trust in my dictionary yet. so anticipation, harapan atau janji will not affect me. promise me anything, or broke em, i'm okay with it. so dont anticipate anything from me. i broke promises too. no i'm not into that kind of stuff anymore. i just want to live life well. and be real. i might look like berpatah balik. honestly, i'm afraid too. but the way i see it, there's no such thing. i deleted that part of life already. but i know. memories can be forgotten, not the painful feeling though. sebab tu i'll avoid anything that can make me remember the pain. those days, eventhough i dont want 2 be harsh or cruel, the pain is huge enough to erase all the good memories. dont make me remember. or i'll run away again..

pps: ps terlalu panjang untuk menjadi ps. duh.

^^ ;

i'm starting something with a friend.

and i hope it will be a success.

pray for us ^^

will let you know once dah setel sume.

hihi.

random 101011 ;

i love bigbang's lagu putus chenta. this one, reminds me of those from the backstreetboys days. except bsb takde part rap sangat la.

and daesung's voice adalah.. *both thumbs up*

flytotheskyground ;

i wanna go home so bad. but too bad i cant.

this 17th nov, where am i gonna hide? i wish i can just disappear for one day.

fly to the sky ;

decided to tuang kelas arabic. but i still have 5 minutes to change my mind. agak bodoh bila titiba taknak pergi kelas padahal dah siap tinggal nak pakai tudung je. kalau masa ni still tengah tidur logik jugak tak sempat pergi kelas.

i have attitude prob. i know.

mother ; okaasan ; ibu ; eomoni ; ummi

yeah dah selesai nonton. tengok citer ni memang bermain dengan air mata la dari 1st ep sampai last. mungkin tak lah sesedih one litre of tears (yang tu ulang tengok lima blas kali pun nangis) tapi cukup la nak buat tersebak2 kejap kan.

cite ni basically pasal mak. suma watak ada kisah pasal mak & somehow they're related to each other. pasal sorang cikgu elementary school, selamatkan anak murid dia from her abusive mother dan boifren mak dia. disebabkan masyarakat slalu tau citer tapi tak berani nak tolong so dia buat tindakan. lari dengan budak tu & decided to be her mom. tapi mak kandung budak tu pegi report that dia menculik. nak tau lepastu tengok la sendiri yer.

and the little girl. she's only six. pandai gila belakon. dakota fanning jepun aku terbaca somewhere diorang gelarkan budak ni.

kadang kadang nak melarikan diri dari genre romantik komedi jap. aku suka citer pasal family, friendship n masyarakat. selalu jdrama banyak cite2 camni. thanks ee for recommending dan mensupply. hehe.

orang tengah dok melayan mischievous kiss & my girlfriend is a gumiho. sayangnya line internet kat bilik kurang bagus untuk streaming. tunggu yg downloaded kot. haha.

prosecutor princess is next.