random 101019 ;

salam,

annyong! ^^ lama dah tak berandom mandom kat blog. since ada sedikit masa *banyak la ko dah 256am kott. esok klas kul 9am* nak merepek sikit.

exam is near. booo. but scratch that. cakap pasal exam sangat lah menjatuhkan mood.

korang rasa tak kalau korang mimpi pasal someone, pastu nanti bila nampak orang tu or teringat or nampak nama kat fb etc, rasa cam.. "eh, rase macam baru je jumpe die"..?

tak?

hehe tapi aku salu rasa camtu. sebab tu la suka bila mimpi pasal family, kawan2 yang dah lama tak jumpa. rasa macam dapat lepas rindu.

tadi mimpi jumpa abah umi alip suma. mimpi balik sarawak. tapi yelah mimpi pelik sikit. why the hell aku stay kat hotel despite ada rumah mak apak kat sana dan muka alip macam yoogeun? tapi still, mimpi jumpa family kan. best jugak. haha.

tapi benda tak best pasal mimpi adalah kita takkan ingat mimpi for a long period of time. nanti mesti lupa.

still mimpi is not the real thing. the real thing is i miss my family so much.

random nomor dua, aku adalah bukan seorang yang arif pasal fashion tapiiiii sneakers really can turn me on. especially high cut sneakers. aku pun tak tau kenapa. and no, bukan sebab aku suka SHINee ye. tu satu nilai tambah la. but i think it started since aku menge-fan Ruffedge satu ketika dahulu. haha.

tapi dont u think high cut sneakers are cool? cool kan kan?

haritu jumpa kat cotton on. corak bunga bunga kecik. comel tapi takde duit jadi tengok je la.

*airliurmeleleh*

weee ef-exxe *gaya sebutan korean*
its F(x)

cr: cottonon.com

random nomor tiga. cuba tulis Taemin in hangul kat google translate dan trasnlate to english. apa korang akan dapat?

hehe till then,

selamat malam dunia~

ps : i dont put the word trust in my dictionary yet. so anticipation, harapan atau janji will not affect me. promise me anything, or broke em, i'm okay with it. so dont anticipate anything from me. i broke promises too. no i'm not into that kind of stuff anymore. i just want to live life well. and be real. i might look like berpatah balik. honestly, i'm afraid too. but the way i see it, there's no such thing. i deleted that part of life already. but i know. memories can be forgotten, not the painful feeling though. sebab tu i'll avoid anything that can make me remember the pain. those days, eventhough i dont want 2 be harsh or cruel, the pain is huge enough to erase all the good memories. dont make me remember. or i'll run away again..

pps: ps terlalu panjang untuk menjadi ps. duh.