holiday mood (though blom cuti agy)

today iz saturday. saturday iz holiday. but i have class. durhh. bosan. nasibla smpai kol 10 je. ni aku da abes klas da ni. bdk2 bilik ngah klas plak. aku ngah tunggu dorang nk makan sesame kat cafe.

another 5 freaking days pegy klas yang membusankan then off to home shweet home. tp rasenye 5 hari ni pon cm da hols je. nape? madam zariati xde for da whole week. as well as madam sham. madam jamie nyer klas pon xde rabu ni. rabu ni kirenye aku xde klas langsung la. ari len pon cm ade 1 0r 2 classes je kot per day. besh2 ley tdo banyak2. haa~

i woke up tis morning n suddenly i felt like missing something. aku rindu life bersama family dekat umah gombak. bestnyer bile ingat balik. bkn la nak kate life kat ganu nih x best. tp da xsame mcm dulu da. hurmm.. tringat kat kawan2 sungai pusu sume. mayn i really miss dat place. jalan2 yang aku lalu nk pegy tunggu bus.. jln yang aku gune bile nk pegy giant batu caves jalan kaki. haihh.. rase mcm baru je. ahh forget it.

oh, smalam time nak withdraw money kat terminal nampak magazine 'bolasepak'. coverpage die kaka. teruja gile nk beli. tapi aku xde dwet tyme tu. kat terminal lak xley draw. sengal ubi tol. ingatkan kat kedai len cm 7Eleven ade. tp xde. sdey tol. xpe ah, arini pesan la kat sesape yang outing if dorang tejumpe.

smalam umi call. best dapat borak. xsaba nak balik umah. tibe2.

okla. da xde pe kot nk ckp. pen off. adieu~


my buddies whom i really2 missed:~

• jijah - UiTM shah alam
• dildil - UiTM shah alam
• nazra - UIAM gombak
• fafa - intec shalam
• nina - intec shalam
• asyee - UM
• fatma - ukm bangi
• sara - UiTM kedah
• e-in - ain shams university, mesir
• wanie - utm skudai
• zarl - uitm shalam
• far - usim
• iEe - matrix uia
• ash - utem
• atai - utm skudai
• zaty - utm jln semarak
• amal - matrix uia
• efa - polytech bangi
• hana - uiam gombak
• asya - uitm shalam
• omar - ump
• meme - uitm shalam
• zairy - maktab perguruan
• hadi - umt
• miza - kpmim (same ngan aku)
• diba - kptm bangi (persediaan)
• una - ipba
• zulq - uitm arau
• meor - uitm shalam
• ihsan - matrix (xingat mane)
• syazana - uitm
• dina - uitm shalam
• segar - aritu matrix gopeng, skang xdpt dikesan
• hafizudin - poly kulim
• arep - unikl miat
• bdot - matrix uia
• apek - uitm
• ijat - uitm mlaka

ni la antare kawan2 aku kat sungai pusu. ramai agy snanye. sumer da berjaya skang. papepon aku doakan kejayaan sentiasa jadi milik dorang. rindu gile kat kenangan dulu2.

the pieces don't fit anymore +_+

i've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small

i've been drawing the line and watching it fall

you've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart

watching us fading and watching us fall apart

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

oh, don't misunderstand how i feel

coz i've tried, yes i've tried

still i don't know why

no i don't know why

why i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

you pulled me under so i had to give in

such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin

well i'll hide all the bruises; i'll hide all the damage that's done

but i show how i'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to youand if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

a day at home..

halowee. 1st thing 1st. im not going to write any sad stuffs in dis post. even aku actually ade citer yang sgt menyedihkan hati pon im not goin to write any single bit of it in this post - promise. so here goes..


aku kat umah ni. smlm last minute decide nk balik. tu pon sbb kamak n tun tetibe decide nk balik. another reason why aku tetibe decide nk lik iz tetibe abah called. ckp balik je. ummi pon ckp blk je la. tp ticket x beli pon. kua pon after usrah n smayang jumaat (walopon xpegy usrah, hee). then smpai kt teminal tun decide nk lik kL pullak. aku n kamak pon berlari2 la dr 1 kaunter ke 1 kaunter mencari ticket ke kuala terengganu. tp.. sume abes. adoi sedey. tetibe ade 1 kaunter jual ticket ganu. die kate bus tambahan. nini ekspres. si kekamak ni nk sgt balik n aku pon yakinkan je la die beli je la ticket. nini ekspres ni kalo korang nk tau antara bas ekspress yg 'termewah' dalam dunia lar. knape? sebab die beshh. bus jenama mercedez benz laggi tu.. haaa~ xde ah. koop bukit kuantan punye bus lagi bes tau x. da ah panas. kecik. sempit. begegar2. sgale yg xbes la ade. tp xpe la. bertahan je la asalkan smpai.. nk smpai pon agak mengambil masa gak la. supposely 4 jam je jadi 5 jam. nk tido pon xbesh coz panas. aku tuon after jambatan kt kuala ibai coz da dekat ngan umah.


arini ummi kate nk g bandar. die nk blaja cane nk g hentian bus tuh. then kitorang pegy pasar kedai payang. shopping2. besh sangat. da lame xrase besh cmni. ape2 kt pasar tu aku kate bes ummi ckp amek la. aku beli kain untuk wat baju kurung. hee. kain kosong. ummi kate x lawa tp aku sangat suka kain tu. rase mcm da berjaya memiliki salah satu kain yg unik dlm dunia. wahh. hehe xde la. bese2 je snanye. yang penting aku ske. pastu beli brooch. urof S. umi beli untuk mizah 1 coz bday die. aku bli tudung gak. aku belikan spongebob untuk ema n patrick untuk alif. murah je. then umi ajak makan nasik ayam.

on the way balik pegy astaka plak. ummi kate nk beli baju untuk ayip. tp umi xde cash. kitorg ngn pidonnye yakin yang dlm astaka ade atm machine. tp xde. so balik la dulu. pas umi draw duit sume kami lik umah jap. pastu aku kua 2 orang je ngn umi. sonok. tp xbanyak mase. smpat g astaka je. shopping baju. aku xbeli pape pon.

skang ni da kul 8pm. sok pagi2 da nk balik da. pas subuh ummi kene antar aku kt hentian bus tu coz ahad orang ganu keje. ticket bus kul 8 or 830 cmtu la. kene la duduk diam2 kt hentian tu b4 kekamak dtg. umah die da ah sekangkang kera je ngn hentian tu. mmg tidak la die nk datang awal. xpuas rasenye duk umah. sok smpai kolej msti pnat gile. aku ngah ngantuk sgt ni tp aku xnk bazir setiap saat yang aku ade ngn family aku.

helmi da pandai men guitar. td die men lagu peterpan mimpi yang sempurna. oh banggenye adik aku da reti men gitar. hakhak. td suh die men banyak2 kali smpai die bengang. abah xde kt umah, outstation kt kL smpai rabu. MIDA punyer annual meeting kot coz die kate sume staff dari yg kt msia smpai oversea tuon kL. mard tatau pecite. bz study kot.

korang penah x rase terluka sangat smpai kesakitan tu da xley nak rase? i mean, banyak2 kali terluka psl bnda yang same n korang rase da lali? ade orang ckp pain doesn't hurt when its all u've ever felt. btol ke eh? ati aku salu je terluka sbb bnda same. tp stiap kali tu aku rase sakit je. tak lali pon. hurm.. tahlaa..


sok nk g bli present miza b4 lik kolej. ahh beshnye dpt tdo lame2.. k la pen off. daa~

spongebob n patrick. xsangka aku akn blikan bndalah ni utk org gak. nak memiliki rasenye xmungkin kot coz xminat.

-aieSHANADea-

pictures

halowee. kt cfe nih. tatau nak ckp pe act. just thinkin of posting some pics jer. hopefully x slow la this time. pasni nk outing. i got no money oredy. zero RM! haa~

okay continue wif the pics kat TC arituh..

spot something different. hee

the making of..

celebrate bday si gemok skali

oh shweetnyerlaaa...haha

da na balik da

makan time

apo tah gemok n goldy tuh..

tunggu bus nak balik. aku demam tyme ni. sbb tu muke cm budak baik je. haha

adoi. da byk aku upload tp terdelete. xpe2 nnti update. adoi sengal. pasni ade usrah tp aku nk ponteng so kne g nyorok dlm blek. pen off. daa~

p/s: updated on 090807

just another post

heyhey. have been a week since mylast post. Bz gile lorh. Bz in wut sense pon aku tatau act. Nak kate esaimen blambak xla cgt snanye. Mungkin xde mase nk g café kot nak on9. aktiviti harian after klas – makan ngn lynnn nabel, balik blek, tdo, mandi, basuh baju. Byk dlm blek je kot. Mls nk g memane da. Skang ni bersukan ptg2 pon da jarang da. Skali je kot aritu. Bosan tol. n if nak tau before aku mengepost post nih aku telah menulisnye dulu dlm lek before tuon on9. cz kalu kt cafe 2 jam aku amek mase utk type mende nih. post pic agy. haa~

Sunday (220707) kitorg de reunion 1C kt telok chempedak. Kami mndi laut. Beshh sgt. Tp sleks la aku demam tyme tu. So men dlm air tu sesuatu yg sgt menyejukkan. Pas balik panas gile badan. Tp pas mkn actifast tros kebah. Terror kn. Haa. Pastu mule la rase nyesal n xpuas. Nnti next tyme nk g agy. Kt bawah ni aku boh pic2 tyme kat sane

Last wik plak 270707-290707 aku lik kL. Tdo kat uitm. Kt bilik izah. Sabtu tu kua g mid ngn eza n dil. Enjoy giler. Even xdpt jmpe ngn yg len2 pon tp kire oke la. Da lame gile xjmpe jijah. Kire puas ati gk la dpt spend tyme. Kitorg men bowl. Amek pic byk2. n jmpe kwn2 jijah. Aku jmpe ngn fiza, nua, capik n dayah sepet gk. Dorg pn g mid. Jijah truja gile dpt jumpa nua. Tapape.

Lagi 2 wiks if dpt lik aku nk lik jmpe kakak. Tp ritu umi de tnye bile nk blk ganu. If akak lik aku tuon kL kot. aku lik umah tyme sem break nanti ah kot.

yeah picture post session. aku tatau nk tulis pe da

shit. lame giler nk upload even 1 pic pon. cis2.

before mandi

sejokkk...nak haba..

mayat yang lucah!

cam syal je. tak dapat upload banyak2. nanti la eh. banyak agy nih.