eottokajo?

i thought i am good at blocking hurtful things from my memory. harini aku hampir kalah. it was really close. so close that my heart was nearly visible.

it hurts a little cuz i'm not used to this kind of feeling anymore. but i know i can endure this well.

hati, hang on there. remember, there's no such thing as turning back or repeating the old times. no, takde. i've to be a bit cruel to you cuz i dont wanna hurt other feelings. sorry, hati.

macam ni better. kadangkadang penat sikit. tapi lebih baik kan.