Suddenly I realized I don't know you
Suddenly I feel so alone
Suddenly love has gone
Now I'm really on my own
Tears falling down my cheeks
Sometime I feel like a fool for wishing you were still the same
Suddenly I realized I don't see the real you
Suddenly I feel so isolated
Suddenly it is over
Now I'm down and confused
Sometimes I feel like I'm so weak for not telling you how mad I am
Then suddenly I think I'm over it
It just don't bother me at all
Then suddenly I realize I'm not
I get worked up to highest point
Then suddenly it hits me
Is this how it is going to be
Me just hurtingTrying to find a way to get over you
~if only u can read dis~
today aku nk cite pasal 1 love story laa. tp aku pon x pasti whether its a sad ending or not.
ade sorg GIRL nih. die baru pinda kat satu skool tuh. die x kenal sesape pon. mase tuh yg die tau die rindu kat oll frns die je. die x amek tau pon psl new skool tuh but die ade la kawan. tp by the end of the yer, die da knal laa classmates die.
masuk form 2, die da blehh trime skool tuh.die pon da x rase rendah diri, da ckp ngn sumerang.lame2 dunnow how n when, die cam baek ngn sorg bdk nih [BOY].boy neh classmate die gak.xdelaa baek mane.dorang slalu gado gak.memule die x ske kat boy sbb dorg slalu gado.mulut boy bleh tahan gak. tp dorang xdelaa gado bagai nak rak. juz cmtu2 je. byk laa jugak yg berlaku ant mrk ber2. ade gak org ckp belakang.
mase bday boy neh,girl ade beli bday card.ade kwn die yg x brape ske cuz nmpak mcm die ske kat boy neh.tp girl mase tuh mmg nk bg as a fren.lagi 1 die x pnah baek ngn memane boy.b4 dis pon kwn2 die sume gurls je.so sbb agak malu nk bg card tuh in person,girl nih ajak sorg lg kwn die chicha,duet ngn die.meaning kire card tuh dorg ber-2 bg laa.as time passed,org sume dah gossipkan diorang ber-2.ramai org kate boy ske kat girl tp girl x rase cam tuh cuz die rase die x cute pon nk dibandingkan ngn other girls.
satu hari,ade sorg kakak senior jmpe girl n bisik,'wei,boy mntak couplle ngn ko'Girl punyelaa tekejut n die wat2 gelak n ckp'kak,die memain je la.ckp kat die kawan je la'so spt yg disangkakan,boy neh gi jmpe girl n ckp'wei yg smalam tuh memain je.dorang cabar aku je'. gurl bengang gaks rase mcm dipermainkan but mase tuh die yakin yg die xda feelings kat boy.
lame2 dorang dah tak baek sgt dah.cakap pon jarang cuz kalo dorang ckp 2 org,org laen mcm x suke.so girl continue her life as usual.tp die rase die realise sumthing:die rase die da sukekan boy.tp die still menidakkannya. makin lame girl n boy neh da x bercakap.sumtymes girl neh rase yg boy acts mcm x suke die.so die rase mls nak ckp lagi da ngn boy neh.
mase form 3,girl still ske boy,tp die yakin boy x ske kat die cuz boy neh byk ske bdk2 laen.so die simpan je feeling die.lps pmr pon girl still ske boy neh but die buat tatau je.
mase form 4,boy pinda skool laen.b4 boy pindah ade kawan girl neh ckp boy ske kat girl.memule girl mcm mls nak layan cuz die rase bende tuh bende lame. tp dlm hati girl ade jgk mengharap... tp...smpai boy tuh da pinda,xda papepon.so girl sambung je la idop cam biase.tp x bes sgt mcm mase boy ade cuz dulu girl smangat gi skool sbb inspiration ade kat skool.tp die xdelaa sedey mane.
beberape bulan lps tuh, girl nk sms kwn die(yg da nk pinda overseas)tp die da confius no kwn die wif no boy neh (die hafal gak no boy).so die bg msg tanye dulu.then no tuh no boy neh. girl adelaa sms ngn boy neh tp x lame laa.bape bulan lps tuh girl ade contact gak ngn boy tp gitu2 jela.
1 mlm,girl sms ngn boy neh tp dorg cam gado2 laa.mase tuh girl nih da xnk ske boy ni da cuz sakit ati ngn msg boy.bile girl br nak lelap tetibe 1 msg msk.bile girl bkk die tekejut bile bace'---- --- --- ---- ---- ---?'boy mintak couple ngn girl.mase tuh girl rase cam boy nih memainkan die. so die mintak bg mase jap.girl takut boy neh memain tp boy da ckp die serius.so lps pk2, girl accept je boy. so tarikh tu dorang declare jd couple.girl sronok sgt cuz die rase mcm dreams come true.tp die xnk xcited sgt.die x pnah in luv ngn sesape n boy la 1st luv die.
their lives continue as usual. x ramai kwn2 yg tau psl relationship mrk nih. tp kekadang gurl x paham sgt ngn boy nih tpp die x brani nk ckp ape2.dorang x pnah gado.tp x laa gile pnye bahagie.kekadang dorg mcm lost contact.kekadang girl sedey tp die wat cam biase je.die call jgk boy neh.1 hari tue girl kuar ngn boy tp x lame.lps ari tu dorg slalu cntct n girl happy sangat mase tuh. die rase die da same mcm couple2 lain tapi at the same time girl slalu tefikir mcm mane kalo dorg lost cntct lagi.
sbulan lepas tu,dorang lost cntact blk.hari2 girl try call boy tp off.satu hr neh girl call n ayh boy angkat.ayah boy ckp,boy dok hostel skarang.so girl tggu tyme boy balik.mase tuh girl nak sgt dpt borak ngn boy lelame tp x dpt sbb mase tuh boy da nk tido.minggu balik lg 1, girl call x dpt ckp lame jgk.boy da berubah,die x bagi msg pon kat girl mase bday boy pon girl xdpt cntact die.girl sedey tp die xtau na wat cne.
satu hari neh,girl dpt tau yg boy ade ske gurl laen kat skool die.mase tuh gurl rase hati die hancur sgt.4 da 1st tyme in her life, die nangis becoz of boy.die rase mcm die btul2 kene tipu.die rase mcm ape yg boy ckp kat die selame nih rupenye tipu.tp girl x brani nk tanye boy sendiri.
lame2 girl try tanye boy. die bg msg kat boy.boy ckp die ngn other gurltuh juz bestfren. tp ade kwn girl ckp dorang didnt looks lyke bezfren pon.gurl juz ckp ok nemind die trust boy neh. tp sbenanye die nk je ckp kat boy TIPU!!!
and the ending is....girl n boy still camni.boy x cntct girl dah n girl pon jrg cntct boy tp everytime weeks yg boy blk, girl akan bg msg kat boy. boy x penah balas pon.tapi gurl bersyukur pada tuhan, w/pon mungkin die not meant to be wif boy, die pernah merase dlm hidup die couple dgn org yg die suke, sampai skarang girl still ske boy tp die x tau ape ending relationship dorang. die rase boy mesti tgh happy ngn other girl tuh.kekadang die rase marah,kekadang die sedih sbb kesetiaan die x dibalas dgn kesetiaan.THE END
