just an update

just finished attending guests. sedara from dungun. anak mak nih janah. besenye jumpe tyme2 raye kat kampung je. kebetulan jumpa kat giant k.t td then they went straight to our houze. oh td pegy giant k.t for the first tyme ever. besh sket dari giant gombak i can say. 2 tingkat tp xla besa mane. bese je la. masuk dlm hypermarket die trase macam betol2 kt giant batu caves. huhu windu.

nothing much actually. i dun wanna start crapping so i'll post sum pics aite. taken just after the guests balik. hee. so ere goes...

yard

flower. i dunnow wats the name

home shweet home

tak banyak pon snanye. oh sambil godek2 phone abah td jumpe pic agy. pic tyme the guys pegy pantai. xsure batu burok or chendering. tp asenye batu burok kot.

abah men layang2. wehuuu. :p

so dats all. i still didnt do any bit of the freaking assignments. lazy me. i shud really kick my ass diz nite. i mean it. or else i'll die diz monday. seriously. and i have diz 1 azam. i'm not going to on9 starting diz monday until i finish my finals. dare me? haha of coz not. maybe diz monday until i finish the final IGS assignment. the report. i dare myself. aite then. pen of. adieu~

p/s: oh wish me luck for my finals

-aieSHANADea-

a long update

hellowellow. aku kat umah ganu nih. baru je balik petang tadi. dats why dengan gumbira atinye bole update blog nih. nk tau my rumies sumer tuon kL dis wikend. dorg sume tdo shalam umah lala n mas. aku da terbeli ticket balik ganu before dorang plan sume tu. tisktisk. tekilan sungos. tp xpela. dpt jumpe pham pn kire oke gak la kan. klaka gak citenye. asalnye teera tdo umah mas. ain, fiza n ona tdo umah lala. dorg ajak kamak skali. kamak segan kalo die sorg je boy. then ajak nuar. ingtkn nuar xmo join skali die nk. lbey klaka lagi si abu mansor besfren nuar tu pon nk jion skali. end up 3boys tros tdo umah mas. mak mas tak terkate ape la. hehe. tp agak sdey la cz xdpt join. sok msti dorg jenjalan. td pon cite kt umi umi kate besnye apsal awk xfolow dorg. ishish.

ouh skang ni da 2 wiks bulan ramadhan. hope its not too late nk wish u guys (whoever reading tis blog) SALAM RAMADHAN. so far okela. tp bese la makan kt kolej bese2 je. duit pn xbape nk ade bulan ni.(banyak berhabis print esaimen). salunye aku ngn bebudak bilik beli ketul ais wat air teh sindri je. laggi sedap. walopon tawar cket ah kn. hehe.

ha, mcm2 act jadi bln 9 ni. well i think let me tell all the story wif the pics as well aite. nk tulih malas. hihi. so here goes..

110907. time final team buliding competition. surprisingly group aku yg bernama 'birthday cake' neh berjaya masok final. memang tekejot tp kami xmenang la. but papepon worth it gak la coz kitorg menang saguhati rm100. weeee X) mencapap giler kitrog dengan badot 4 ekor n pakai sekkert bagai.

wif kak nonie

my mummy

lil aishah yg da besar dari aku skang.ishish

010907. majlis perkahwinan anak sepupu aku. kak sue. mcm tak caye rakan spermainan kat kampung tyme kici2 dlu da kawen. ishish.

latest 280907 after IGS lecture. hari hitam sedunia decom 3 jul-dis07

well i think dats all for now. pasni susa balik kot nk update. i got tonnnes of assignments waiting. gotta kick my lazy ass + otak lembab to move soon. ack! tapi memang tak mungkin aku akan membuatnye wikend nih. aku nak lepak! and owh giant kuala terengganu baru bukak. esok nk pegy. wehee. X).

pen off guys. daa~

-aieSHANADea-

people come and go. but what if they come back?

heyhey. its been a while since my last post. been rlly busy. i mean damn busy. september memang bulan busy kot. esaimen datang bertimpa2. da lame xrase tido awal. at least pukul 1am ke. skang ni plg awal pon kul 3. kadang pas subuh baru tido skang. penat tol.

xde pe sgt pon nk tulis act coz nk cpat ni. juz nk update blog ni je. erm, memang susa nk terima orang yang kite sayang pegy dr life kite tp bg aku lagi susa nk trima bile suddenly dat person datang blk dlm idop kite. memang la bnde tu la yg kite harap2kan tp aku xley lupe sikit pon mcm mane prasaan ilang dat person, ilang tempat aku dlm ati die n rase mcm kne buang. susa sangat nk lupe. mcm mane eh? ermm. pape je la.

aku de byk pic nk bubuh ni act tp tggu next post la k. aku nk kne nek blek da wat esaimen IGS. sok da nk kne anta. 1000 words. aku xstat pape pon. cm bise la the last minute person-syanad. hee. ogeyh. daaaa~~

-aieSHANADea-

people come and go in this life

fuh. da nak abes cuti da. rase mcm smggu ni wasted mcm tu je. nak kate wat esaimen, xstart2 pon agy. nak kate mrayap. dok umah je. ksimpulan yg bole dibuat, aku on9 24/7. pastu tido. wasted gile tp aku rase berbaloi sebab kat kolej mane ley wat cmni. haha

esok balik kampung abah coz my anak sepupu kawen. kak sue. she's juz 21. awal gile kawen. ahh pape je la. td g mydin mall with my pham coz aku nk wat spect. abah ckp diz gona be the last one nnti nak wat agy tyme kakak nk masok U plak. baiklah. mmg aku ni tiap2 taon wat spect baru pon. tatau la nape. nk kate rosak xjugak sbb jarang pakai. tp salu mcm2 je yg jadik kt spect. jatoh lubang tandas la ilang laa. ni pon da dekat staon aku pakai lens coz mls nk abes duit wat spect. tp kne gak wat spec coz aku pkai lens dr pagi smpai mlm. xelok gk utk mate.

aku da bole time kenyataan kot. aritu aku xdpt bygkan cmne aku nk idop after all dat happened. tp aku rase insyaAllah aku ley hadapi ni sume. mungkin ni sume da ditakdirkan kot. kadang2 mcm xcaye je. bile ingat sume kenangan bole wat air mata menitik gak la tp aku kna tunjuk aku kuat even if hakikatnye tak. aku kne buktikan. ppl come n go in our lives. aku xpena halang sesape datang dlm life aku n duduk kat hati aku. and when they're gone, aku tak pernah halang dorang pegy. even kadang2 menyakitkan tp aku tau sume orang kt skeliling aku n pape yg aku sayang pn akan pergi gak one day. bezanye idop n mati je. bak kate akak. aku pon akan pergi gak one day. so aku rasa xperlu la nak sedey kn. aku tau aku still ade kenangan untuk lepaskan rindu...

ouh congrats to mpcim coz menang karnival sukan antara kolej2 mara (kasukma) or bak kata sir, kasukmakkau. kpmim kalahkan 3 other kpm, kpm mlaka, branang n seri iskandar n 4 kolej mara, banting, kuala nerang, seremban n kulim. aku pon tumpang bangga tho xinvolve pape pon. tp at least aku ade tolong pasang bendera coz balik lambat aritu. agaga. hope mpcim akan trus jadi terbaik di kalangan terbilang. baru ingat nk buh vdeo tyme mpcim diumumkan juara coz sir humam letak dlm youtube tp sir da remove plak. aiyo xpe la.

so, cm bese la photo uploading session even xbyk pic pon kn. tehee

bus kpm mlake. old skul gile tp aku ske.

jgn pandang rendah eh. ni pon bus kpm mlake. haa~

from left: ayahanda, encik ismanor n xsure sape.

ni ah adik aku yg paling gedik dalam dunia.

dats it. enough for now. aku rase tokleh tdo kot mlm ni. mntak2 la ade smangat nk wat esaimen. haha. pen off. adieu~

-aieSHANADea-

holiday mood (though blom cuti agy)

today iz saturday. saturday iz holiday. but i have class. durhh. bosan. nasibla smpai kol 10 je. ni aku da abes klas da ni. bdk2 bilik ngah klas plak. aku ngah tunggu dorang nk makan sesame kat cafe.

another 5 freaking days pegy klas yang membusankan then off to home shweet home. tp rasenye 5 hari ni pon cm da hols je. nape? madam zariati xde for da whole week. as well as madam sham. madam jamie nyer klas pon xde rabu ni. rabu ni kirenye aku xde klas langsung la. ari len pon cm ade 1 0r 2 classes je kot per day. besh2 ley tdo banyak2. haa~

i woke up tis morning n suddenly i felt like missing something. aku rindu life bersama family dekat umah gombak. bestnyer bile ingat balik. bkn la nak kate life kat ganu nih x best. tp da xsame mcm dulu da. hurmm.. tringat kat kawan2 sungai pusu sume. mayn i really miss dat place. jalan2 yang aku lalu nk pegy tunggu bus.. jln yang aku gune bile nk pegy giant batu caves jalan kaki. haihh.. rase mcm baru je. ahh forget it.

oh, smalam time nak withdraw money kat terminal nampak magazine 'bolasepak'. coverpage die kaka. teruja gile nk beli. tapi aku xde dwet tyme tu. kat terminal lak xley draw. sengal ubi tol. ingatkan kat kedai len cm 7Eleven ade. tp xde. sdey tol. xpe ah, arini pesan la kat sesape yang outing if dorang tejumpe.

smalam umi call. best dapat borak. xsaba nak balik umah. tibe2.

okla. da xde pe kot nk ckp. pen off. adieu~


my buddies whom i really2 missed:~

• jijah - UiTM shah alam
• dildil - UiTM shah alam
• nazra - UIAM gombak
• fafa - intec shalam
• nina - intec shalam
• asyee - UM
• fatma - ukm bangi
• sara - UiTM kedah
• e-in - ain shams university, mesir
• wanie - utm skudai
• zarl - uitm shalam
• far - usim
• iEe - matrix uia
• ash - utem
• atai - utm skudai
• zaty - utm jln semarak
• amal - matrix uia
• efa - polytech bangi
• hana - uiam gombak
• asya - uitm shalam
• omar - ump
• meme - uitm shalam
• zairy - maktab perguruan
• hadi - umt
• miza - kpmim (same ngan aku)
• diba - kptm bangi (persediaan)
• una - ipba
• zulq - uitm arau
• meor - uitm shalam
• ihsan - matrix (xingat mane)
• syazana - uitm
• dina - uitm shalam
• segar - aritu matrix gopeng, skang xdpt dikesan
• hafizudin - poly kulim
• arep - unikl miat
• bdot - matrix uia
• apek - uitm
• ijat - uitm mlaka

ni la antare kawan2 aku kat sungai pusu. ramai agy snanye. sumer da berjaya skang. papepon aku doakan kejayaan sentiasa jadi milik dorang. rindu gile kat kenangan dulu2.

the pieces don't fit anymore +_+

i've been twisting and turning in a space that's too small

i've been drawing the line and watching it fall

you've been closing me in , closing the space in my heart

watching us fading and watching us fall apart

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

oh, don't misunderstand how i feel

coz i've tried, yes i've tried

still i don't know why

no i don't know why

why i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to you

and if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

you pulled me under so i had to give in

such a beautiful mess that's breaking my skin

well i'll hide all the bruises; i'll hide all the damage that's done

but i show how i'm feeling until all the feeling has gone

well i can't explain why it's not enough

coz i gave it all to youand if you leave me now

oh just leave me now

it's the better thing to do

it's time to surrender

it's been too long pretending

there's no use in trying

when the pieces don't fit anymore

the pieces don't fit anymore

a day at home..

halowee. 1st thing 1st. im not going to write any sad stuffs in dis post. even aku actually ade citer yang sgt menyedihkan hati pon im not goin to write any single bit of it in this post - promise. so here goes..


aku kat umah ni. smlm last minute decide nk balik. tu pon sbb kamak n tun tetibe decide nk balik. another reason why aku tetibe decide nk lik iz tetibe abah called. ckp balik je. ummi pon ckp blk je la. tp ticket x beli pon. kua pon after usrah n smayang jumaat (walopon xpegy usrah, hee). then smpai kt teminal tun decide nk lik kL pullak. aku n kamak pon berlari2 la dr 1 kaunter ke 1 kaunter mencari ticket ke kuala terengganu. tp.. sume abes. adoi sedey. tetibe ade 1 kaunter jual ticket ganu. die kate bus tambahan. nini ekspres. si kekamak ni nk sgt balik n aku pon yakinkan je la die beli je la ticket. nini ekspres ni kalo korang nk tau antara bas ekspress yg 'termewah' dalam dunia lar. knape? sebab die beshh. bus jenama mercedez benz laggi tu.. haaa~ xde ah. koop bukit kuantan punye bus lagi bes tau x. da ah panas. kecik. sempit. begegar2. sgale yg xbes la ade. tp xpe la. bertahan je la asalkan smpai.. nk smpai pon agak mengambil masa gak la. supposely 4 jam je jadi 5 jam. nk tido pon xbesh coz panas. aku tuon after jambatan kt kuala ibai coz da dekat ngan umah.


arini ummi kate nk g bandar. die nk blaja cane nk g hentian bus tuh. then kitorang pegy pasar kedai payang. shopping2. besh sangat. da lame xrase besh cmni. ape2 kt pasar tu aku kate bes ummi ckp amek la. aku beli kain untuk wat baju kurung. hee. kain kosong. ummi kate x lawa tp aku sangat suka kain tu. rase mcm da berjaya memiliki salah satu kain yg unik dlm dunia. wahh. hehe xde la. bese2 je snanye. yang penting aku ske. pastu beli brooch. urof S. umi beli untuk mizah 1 coz bday die. aku bli tudung gak. aku belikan spongebob untuk ema n patrick untuk alif. murah je. then umi ajak makan nasik ayam.

on the way balik pegy astaka plak. ummi kate nk beli baju untuk ayip. tp umi xde cash. kitorg ngn pidonnye yakin yang dlm astaka ade atm machine. tp xde. so balik la dulu. pas umi draw duit sume kami lik umah jap. pastu aku kua 2 orang je ngn umi. sonok. tp xbanyak mase. smpat g astaka je. shopping baju. aku xbeli pape pon.

skang ni da kul 8pm. sok pagi2 da nk balik da. pas subuh ummi kene antar aku kt hentian bus tu coz ahad orang ganu keje. ticket bus kul 8 or 830 cmtu la. kene la duduk diam2 kt hentian tu b4 kekamak dtg. umah die da ah sekangkang kera je ngn hentian tu. mmg tidak la die nk datang awal. xpuas rasenye duk umah. sok smpai kolej msti pnat gile. aku ngah ngantuk sgt ni tp aku xnk bazir setiap saat yang aku ade ngn family aku.

helmi da pandai men guitar. td die men lagu peterpan mimpi yang sempurna. oh banggenye adik aku da reti men gitar. hakhak. td suh die men banyak2 kali smpai die bengang. abah xde kt umah, outstation kt kL smpai rabu. MIDA punyer annual meeting kot coz die kate sume staff dari yg kt msia smpai oversea tuon kL. mard tatau pecite. bz study kot.

korang penah x rase terluka sangat smpai kesakitan tu da xley nak rase? i mean, banyak2 kali terluka psl bnda yang same n korang rase da lali? ade orang ckp pain doesn't hurt when its all u've ever felt. btol ke eh? ati aku salu je terluka sbb bnda same. tp stiap kali tu aku rase sakit je. tak lali pon. hurm.. tahlaa..


sok nk g bli present miza b4 lik kolej. ahh beshnye dpt tdo lame2.. k la pen off. daa~

spongebob n patrick. xsangka aku akn blikan bndalah ni utk org gak. nak memiliki rasenye xmungkin kot coz xminat.

-aieSHANADea-